STOP BEING A PUSSY. Normally, I am not the biggest fan of that word in the way it is commonly used. But really, this is the only statement I can think of to yell at myself that really fits. STOP BEING A PUSSY. Stop making excuses. Just do it. I thought these things to myself as I went to school this morning. I know exactly what I WANT to do. Problem is, I’m not doing it. I want a morning life before I go to school. I want to wake up feeling rested, meditate, stretch, go for a jog, have a green smoothie while watching the morning news and checking emails, and still have time to put some thought into my appearance, aka straightening my lion’s mane worth of hair. But what do I do instead? I push the snooze button until I HAVE to get out of bed. It really stinks to rarely ever want to get INTO bed at night and rarely ever want to get OUT OF bed in the morning. But I need to just shut up and do it. No excuses. And I need to get my butt to the gym. I have the time (right now) to do it, so DO IT! And stop driving to school. Stop being a pussy. Walk or ride your bike. Stop being an excuse-making fatass. Get that bike out more often! Oh boo hoo, I have to drag it down 2 flights of stairs? Suck it up, lazy pampered American. And it wouldn’t kill you to ride it to places like the bank and the grocery store either. I am doing so great with my veganism and my laying off the laptop and lists. I am so much happier because of these changes. It’s like my pastor said yesterday, there is this whole feast out there for you if you will just go out and get it. I do not want to look back on my life and wish I had done more and gotten out more and did things that challenged me and took me out of my comfort zone and helped me grow and opened bigger doors. So STOP BEING A PUSSY. No excuses – if I want something, I am going to do it.